morning!...oh wait, it's afternoon! sorry about that!
anywho, today I'm talking about...Il Divo!!! Amazing Italian singers!!! I love Il Divo! Actually I love Italian!! :) :) :)
My favorite song they sing is Nella Fantasia! If you've never heard them, here's a link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Uqw0eTXcos
they are truly amazing! Also, I've been drawing manga lately. Not working out so well for me :P anywho, that's about it today! keeping it short and simple!
The Oxymoron
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Sunday, August 15, 2010
Afternoon Mornings
once again, I woke up in the afternoon...
since normally I wake up in the afternoon, breakfast for me is usually lunch. or in other words, lunch for me usually consists of breakfast foods. it's another one of those "blue skies and butterflies" days outside, yet inside (meaning inside of me, [using 'inside' metaphorically as in 'in my heart I knew I loved him'] inside my heart) it felt like one of those "grey skies and tons of lies" days...
don't you just hate it when you realize, it's one of those days where you're dieing inside, but you have to fake a smile and pretend everything is fine. lately, I've been having those days more often. I can't tell my friends anything because I don't want to ruin their day. sometimes I wish that there was someone out there to talk to. someone who wouldn't judge you or pretend to care. someone who would just listen and not even necessarily give advice. I think we all wish for someone like that, yet isn't it ironic that none of us can be that someone; that person anyone can go to, to spill their thoughts and feelings? worst of all, when we try to lend a sympathetic hand we, as people tend to say these days, epically fail...
for those of us who are religious, we sometimes pray to that greater good, the all-seeing eye, some deity, or God. we go to some kind of church and hear about how we can reach the highest heavens, become perfect, or how we can be good, and still we leave there thinking about taxes, relationships, the big game on tv, basically anything except what we had heard preached to us. ok, maybe I'm being frank, but you know I'm right. if you're not religious is it because you don't believe in any of those things, or is it because you're too lazy to go to church? who knows? not me...
maybe I spend to much time indoors on the computer. one could argue that I could get a laptop and sit outside, connected to wifi, but if you were truly reading between the lines, you'd understand that I meant I should be outside more often. As in 'become one with the great outdoors'. many times I have told myself that I would go outside more often, and many times I never have. maybe to find true tranquility, going outside is the answer...
since I sleep a lot, I tend to have long vivid dreams. I've always wondered if my dreams really mean something, or if they're just figments of my imagination. sometimes when my dreams are really good, I hope with all my heart that they are true. and sometimes when my dreams are more like nightmares, I hope with all of my being that they aren't true. while I'm pondering this, I realize how close I've come to the topic of psychic powers. you don't see it? well, if dreams really were true, that would mean the dreamer would have to have some kind of psychic powers to predict the future. if you look at it that way, depending upon your views on the topic, it would either seem more likely that dreams are true or less likely...
looking back on everything I have written (well more correctly stated, typed), I realize exactly how much I had on my mind today. sorry to inconvince you by taking up much of your time if you're reading this, but I hope I had some impact on your day. if I didn't, then I'll just keep trying!
~Me
since normally I wake up in the afternoon, breakfast for me is usually lunch. or in other words, lunch for me usually consists of breakfast foods. it's another one of those "blue skies and butterflies" days outside, yet inside (meaning inside of me, [using 'inside' metaphorically as in 'in my heart I knew I loved him'] inside my heart) it felt like one of those "grey skies and tons of lies" days...
don't you just hate it when you realize, it's one of those days where you're dieing inside, but you have to fake a smile and pretend everything is fine. lately, I've been having those days more often. I can't tell my friends anything because I don't want to ruin their day. sometimes I wish that there was someone out there to talk to. someone who wouldn't judge you or pretend to care. someone who would just listen and not even necessarily give advice. I think we all wish for someone like that, yet isn't it ironic that none of us can be that someone; that person anyone can go to, to spill their thoughts and feelings? worst of all, when we try to lend a sympathetic hand we, as people tend to say these days, epically fail...
for those of us who are religious, we sometimes pray to that greater good, the all-seeing eye, some deity, or God. we go to some kind of church and hear about how we can reach the highest heavens, become perfect, or how we can be good, and still we leave there thinking about taxes, relationships, the big game on tv, basically anything except what we had heard preached to us. ok, maybe I'm being frank, but you know I'm right. if you're not religious is it because you don't believe in any of those things, or is it because you're too lazy to go to church? who knows? not me...
maybe I spend to much time indoors on the computer. one could argue that I could get a laptop and sit outside, connected to wifi, but if you were truly reading between the lines, you'd understand that I meant I should be outside more often. As in 'become one with the great outdoors'. many times I have told myself that I would go outside more often, and many times I never have. maybe to find true tranquility, going outside is the answer...
since I sleep a lot, I tend to have long vivid dreams. I've always wondered if my dreams really mean something, or if they're just figments of my imagination. sometimes when my dreams are really good, I hope with all my heart that they are true. and sometimes when my dreams are more like nightmares, I hope with all of my being that they aren't true. while I'm pondering this, I realize how close I've come to the topic of psychic powers. you don't see it? well, if dreams really were true, that would mean the dreamer would have to have some kind of psychic powers to predict the future. if you look at it that way, depending upon your views on the topic, it would either seem more likely that dreams are true or less likely...
looking back on everything I have written (well more correctly stated, typed), I realize exactly how much I had on my mind today. sorry to inconvince you by taking up much of your time if you're reading this, but I hope I had some impact on your day. if I didn't, then I'll just keep trying!
~Me
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